I feel really fucking alone today.
SO I went to my doctors appointment go me, but I only saw him about the lump on my head because he talked so much so i didn’t feel like talking about going on antidepessants.
But anyway the bump on my head is most probably because of an infection but if it’s still there in 3 weeks it could be something more serious. i was like ok cool can i go on the pill and he was like certainly blah blah period talk and was like yeah cool cool and was all oh are you going to be using it as a contraceptive? and i was like uh yeah and he like treated as if i was going to be using in the future and that i was a virgin i was like um okay and he was all ‘oh and when you become sexually active come back for a pap smear’ idk DOCTORS ARE WEIRD.
making my doctors appointment at 9:20 in the morning was a terrible decision. I really really wanna bail.